Life, innumerably and exorbitantly ends up churning my existence to the same conclusion--exhaustion. Perhaps, one day, someday, I will eventually find a way to to kill myself with events. Now, to my update on life.

I know, I know...I know. If I've said it one I've said it a thousand freaking times, I will eventually draw. I just need energy and time. Perhaps I'll find time in my next life. Who knows, perhaps I can take lessons from Da Vinci. Would be nice to learn from another engineer. ^_^' I guess hardships are something that fills ones life with sorrow and exhaustion. I am amazed where I found the energy to begin typing this. The two philosophy classes I signed up for are taking all my strength, well, not really, that is my second job, or is it my third? I can never tell if school is a job or pleasure, it would be a strange job that one paid to do v. receive payment to do.

Currently with 17 credits, philosophy of critical reasoning (logic of language), philosophy of science, U.S. Military History, Leadership, 7:00am bible study on Wed. (classes start at 8:30) and my second job 5 days a week which end at roughly 6pm...I've had to clean the kitchen and do the dishes this week. Then I go home and study. Go to bed and do it again. Then on the weekends I am lucky to sleep in Saturday, then work all day and get up early to study on Sunday, go to church, study if I can then go to work at 2pm get off at 8pm, eat dinner, crash...wash repeat.

You all know me. Typical American, Pacific Northwest Whiner. But hey, at least I'm trying.

I'm also vice president of Philosophy club and on an administrative budgeting oversight committee. Not to mention running for student government in March. That will be my fourth job...-shivers-

OK. Now for the positive. I feel wonderful! Exhausted, but wonderful. The topics, the new mind. God, I love working as a secretary in Student Programs. It is so much better than working at Albertsons. I needed some kind of release, I have it now. I was going insane.

I'm going to go back to a little bit of Wow and logic homework. Other than that I don't really know. I have an exam on Monday which I'm totally dreading. Not because I can't pass it with flying colors, simply because I'd like at least one day off to sleep...NO MASU!!! Can't I just get some dam sleep! ONE FREAKING NIGHT. I had to cover for my boss today because she wanted a day off. I understand, and that's fine. I just wish the store was much better in organization, so people could cover you on time.

Hmm...I'm feeling great though, and life is opening before me. Hopefully when I get a little sleep I'll feel better. I'm really cranky, fire tiger, lord of dragons grumpy right now, but if I get some sleep I'll be back to my purring cute self. Maybe I'll even get the energy to draw a picture or too...AND NOW I GOT ACCESS TO A SCANNER! YAY FOR STUDENT PROGRAMS! YOU ARE MY LIFESAVER(TM)!!! ^_^

I hope everyone is doing well. I know most people don't read my journal anymore, seeing I don't draw much anymore, and me being a sequestered minion of pretentious pseudo intellectual pomposity, a card carrying academic nurf, I may only say, thank you. And please rendur your support in my run for EMERGING TECHNOLOGY AND ENTREPRENEURIAL REPRESENTATIVE!!! Hey, I'm a nerd/geek/otaku/gamer...what else was I going run for? Marketing? Well, Chapman does a good job, but I care about my grades too much to run for President, and financing isn't my thing for VP, I don't get along with Environmentalists that well, and I can't handle anymore pluralism in my life...also clubs isn't enough of a job title for me. I like being able to host massive life changing ideas on campus. I think I have the best job. I get to come up with all the ideas...Oh, and I'm not going to be a lawyer, so I will not do Chief Justice, because I like my sanity.

Have a great End of Winter! May your frosts thaw in peace!

-Chris